No Shouting(s) Anymore

It seemed as easy as 1 2 3
to walk out of the door.
Yet like a magnet, repelled away,
cant stand shoutings anymore!

Pulling my hair and scratching my head.
I know not what to do
except sitting on a bench downstairs
and acting like a fool.

I thought and thought and nothing came out,
i feel as bad as ever.
Tears of anger, of sadness and fear
din't come out as i remember.

Slashed out my phone and watched some videos
in attempt to cheer myself up.
It worked really miraculously
until my dad called to harp.

"Come home now!" "Oh whatever~"
Damn! That did not help.
I feel like a plankton, small and green
stuck in a stupid kelp.

"Arghs!" I cried, "What do i do?"
I ignored my dad's call.
I picked my self up and decided to eat
at causeway point mall.

Eating fish zinger, i felt much better
until my dad's sms came.
He was mad and fustrated still
and it made me feel the same.

I lost my appetite, like i said i would,
and gave weile leftovers.
I went to the mrt, am on the way home.
My hands empty, no clovers.

In my rush, i forgot to thank
my lovely friend, Shaoheng.
He stood by me and did console.
My fortune to have him, so 'heng'

Of course over here, i cannot forget
Weile, my little brother.
Without him, at IMM, i'm still at,
forced to be stuck with father.

And so there i was, walking back home,
thinking of possibilities.
Will they be at home, feeling annoyed,
or will they be full of worries?

Inserting the key, opening the gate,
pushing ajar, the door.
I took a peek, praying hard
for no shoutings anymore.

what should i write about?

what should i write about?
no inspiration coming here.
it seems to have nothing better to do
except for going out with peers.

my mind cant come out with anything
its blank and white and blah
come on think! shit mygrain!
work the brain juice larh!

type type type and press press press
push your muscled finger
all the time spent in the gym
what did you do, linger?

arh! this aint working! how to write like this?
with the most genius coconut
oh i know, the root of problem
is cause im using my butt.

so i went to the begining to rewrite my start
and ended reading the rest
wow what a poem i've already wrote
oh butt you are the best!