Sims- lacking control

Ctrl alt del. The whole world pauses.

I stare into blank space and time just freezes.

Well, my time at least. the numbers in the bottom

Right hand corner are still jumping. But I froze.

It was so awkward. He was just standing in front

Of me in my apartment, after watering my plants in my garden,

And I had just woke up from my power nap.

He was so close to me. Blue eyes, sharp nose, jet black hair.

I know man was created before women but I have this gut feeling

That he was modeled after me. I see the dirt on him.

He needs a shower. And I, needed to pee.

I see him staring at me too. He was either too captivated by my sexy outfit

Or was paused that way.

Play. I could finally feel my limbs again.

But I had hardly any control over it as I throw myself

Upon his filthy body again and again and again

Until my relationship status leveled up. That was when I realized

We were a couple. I then put on my happy face as I went out to pat my dog

And he went to the bathroom for a good wash.

I trapped a me

Damn it. You're such a troll,

Playing with my mind. Poking it

With a stick. Filling it with unbalanced sweet silver and gold.

Ugh, you're annoying, omniscient

and pleasant. You boil me in a broth,

Light up the fire; the heat and warmth

And I burn.

What trickery is this? I wish

To learn. So as to do to you what

You did to me- the nicer you are to my heart

the more I feel pain and anguish.

I'm holding onto the one thing I

Still could, though it's eating me alive,

Until you present yourself first, as smth I could chose to buy

And call this possession proudly mine.

Till then, I'm trapped in a cage I set

And everyday, I increase how much I regret.