Showing posts with label Vulnerability. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Vulnerability. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

Fire

The fire cleanses and it destroys like Lucifer slays.
Maybe hell and the devil are one of the same,
residing on
every holy candle lit. It dances at the back
of every mind and laughs as
it consumes you like God.

It is described in many ways -
entrancingly green, glowing red,
furiously blue and dark like
the knight.
It chills as it burns and
suffocates
as it breathes.

Do you hear it cackle?

Calmly,
it envelopes and hugs my neck,
kissing with a fervor I've not felt before;
raising my hairs then razing them down;
hissing at my tears, preying with my fears;
blazing souless innocents and begging me-
begging me to fall on my knees,
bow my heart and feign mercy.

Hush.

The sky falls bland as I lay my head.
So I pray that when the light rekindles my face,
the sun would wring
from the anger within,
hipnotic evil that shall live and rise again.

Monday, March 7, 2016

Passionate fear

He came from round the blind corner.
Our eyes met briefly before going back to
the phone. His presence lingered beyond
the sockets. He knows.

The next day he was there with his surreptitious
smile which I knew to grow accustomed to. Shyly
shifted to check the time. He wore blue

without fail, conquering my heart, at Eight O' Six
sharp everyday. Not a peep from me. That is
not our language.

He started bringing me places in my mind I
never knew existed. So fascinated in his glory,
I breathe at his mercy and cry at his pleasure. I
take him everywhere, like pocket providence, and
he whispers bittersweet nothings in my ear.
By the devilry he possesses, the hex, like musty
roses, course through my veins, tearing me
from my bloodline, releasing. those. satisfying.
Endorphin.

He owns my soul; at every any hour of the year.
He slumbers mostly and let the electronics entertain
the little shell as he lay; gentle, sovereign and familiar.
He’ll tug on my heartstrings when it's time to feed.
Then, he consumes me whole.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Naked Moment

His face so familiar; so estranged.
Our stare intent. His eyes, brown from the memory
of my lips, were blue and black and blank all at once.
His confusion hits me only by recollection.
My gaze transcending; I couldn't tell if he
had beard or had nose or had mouth. But he sure did lose
his voice.

I cannot recall my look I gave but muscles remember
concoction of betrayal, shame and pride through the glasses.
The face of intense silence as the endorphin continue
dusting tickling magic throughout my body. I hope he
didn't look down.
My bare bottom couldn't have handled anything more.

Saturday, July 11, 2015

Little Soul

We met yesterday as any other day, before dawn,
after dusk. You looked as how old would appear
in fatigue's silhouette. Scabs ripped and wounds
reopened by the fangs of another, permitted
to penetrate by your heart. I try my hand at the
bad sewing and offered five doses of a dozen sheep,
every one soaking up the congenial shame you bleed.

One, the words rerun.
Two, the cruel time spools.
Three, the flashbacks breathe.
Four, the story recalls.
Five, your jaded spirit dives
into every memory and with every memory, the
hallucinations come back with a new found volume of
sacrilegious vengeance.

Soon, what that did not once cause a tear will create
the downpour that drowns even the most defensive cactus.

Six minutes in and the girl who learned
to build her fortress of smiles is now the
same one cowering under the blanket.
Even teddy broke a sigh.

You, the luckless shattered soul, have no onus
to hear the cries I screech silent in my head.
Hush now, you are as young as I remembered;
as I pictured; as I find; as I think; as I dream.
You are as innocent as prison calls, as charming
as stars' glow at death. Hush now.

You know, the grand empires you conceive shall never truly
be safe and the majestic castles you raise shall never truly
protect when you are only hesitant to countenance
the entry of the unmelodious serpents.

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Shoe Defense

The total of bones from the head to the toes
is two hundred and six at twenty.
The place with the most number of those
is the feet, 26 on each.
They say bones give you structure, the hardest part of you,
they withstand the success ladder climb.
They hold you up when you’re happy or blue,
but even the strongest need protection sometimes.